Walk Together Fiercely

The Messages From Spirit: Readings by Michelle

Michelle Morrison and Dr. Tara Drummond ND Season 4 Episode 131

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We are very excited to release this episode today!  Over the past few months, we have recorded one on one readings with guests and a few listeners.  Today we are sharing the recordings of those readings with you and our gratitude to our courageous guests Lynn, Christine, Nicole, and Tara.  The messages from Spirit bring so much love, connection and confirmation that life goes on. Their narratives weave a tapestry of legacy and connection, offering solace and understanding to anyone seeking comfort from beyond.

This heartfelt episode explores the emotional journey of ancestral healing, the reassurances whispered from the afterlife, and the profound impact of receiving guidance from our departed kin. Michelle delves into the lives touched by spiritual presences, a beloved father, the tale of a mother's love reaching out to her grandchildren from the other side, grandparents visiting, a brother's enduring love and legacy.  Michelle loves sharing the incredible signs that loved ones show you and your family that your loved ones are still with you, watching out for you and sending you so much love.  Each reading unfurls the richness of the unseen threads that bind us, celebrating the magic that exists within every day life and showing us how much support and love is all around us.

Each story shared is a beacon for those navigating the complexities of grief, change, and the joy of embracing new beginnings.  It is such a beautiful way to experience the miraculous connection there for us all.  Let's Walk Together Fiercely through, The Messages From Spirit.

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Speaker 1:

Welcome to Walk Together Fiercely podcast. Today is a bit of a different and very special episode. Over the past couple of months, we have recorded a few of the readings that I have done with guests and a couple of listeners. Perhaps you have experienced a reading, or maybe you never have, and if you've ever wondered what a reading is like, or you just like to tune into some of the beautiful messages from heaven, this episode is for you. There are four separate readings within this episode, and so I invite you to open your heart and feel the love and the connection that is there for all of us and that is within each and every one of you.

Speaker 1:

I want to share a very heartfelt thank you to Lynn, christine, nicole and Tara for allowing me the honor of doing a reading for them and being brave enough to allow them to be shared. I really enjoy listening to the messages from Heaven and the Universe, and I so hope you will as well. Uh, lynn, um, uh, you are here recording a podcast with us today and I'm like can I do a reading for you? And I don't think I've ever done a reading for you before. I I know you've come to a workshop in the past, but I don't think I've ever had the pleasure of actually giving you a full on reading, and the entire time you were speaking and sharing all these beautiful messages.

Speaker 1:

Like you have so many loved ones around you who are like yay, and so I just am so grateful that you'll do this on air with us and just allow you to bring forward some messages, just so that people who are curious about what a reading looks like might learn a little bit more about how it works. And so when I do a reading for people, I see things in my mind's eye, kind of like little movie clips or like little pictures or signs or symbols is the best way to put it and then I feel a lot in my body. It's a very multi-sensory experience. And then I'll often hear words or just know things without having to ask, all those things kind of combined, and I bring my language to it, not their language per se. So it's my words, and so I know that you'll have a much deeper understanding of what's coming forward even than I will. And that's the way that it's supposed to be and that's the way it's meant to work, and so.

Speaker 1:

I'll just start Um and uh if there's anyone in particular that you really wanted to hear from, because for me it's like a cocktail party and I work the room, so to speak, and so it's not in any particular order, and so sometimes when I do readings, for people are like I wanted this person to come through first and I'm like I didn't have that agenda, like I'm just happy to meet whoever's on the other side, and so, um, anyway, just wanting to acknowledge. So I want to begin with the father figure that's with you on the other side. And so, lynn, I'm so sorry, here we go already and we've got Kleenex, yeah, so your father has passed. Is that correct, lynn? Yeah, and so father figure is really showing up in big ways, and this is really really cool for so many reasons, because you know there's so many ways I can see similarities with your mom and we'll get there as well, but your dad is showing up just like being such a huge cheerleader for you right now, and I think that one of the beautiful things about this message is that when he was here living, he had a hard time doing that, like it wasn't his nature to be your cheerleader and to encourage you and to cheer you on.

Speaker 1:

And here he is, on the non-physical side, and he doesn't want to do anything but cheer you on.

Speaker 1:

And he's showing me, like, how much he has learned from you, um, watching you on your earthly journey, because I believe for your dad and you'll be able to confirm this is that he had some challenges in his growing up as well, that I don't think life was easy for him too. And he shows me, like you know, he's taught to value very hard work, very long work actually, um, and not a whole lot lot else, like it's not that your dad doesn't have enjoyment in life or enjoy things in life, but he's showing me, if you really want to do the long division and get down to where my values were, that's what I valued and he instilled it in you. He says that a very strong work ethic, but he doesn't like a lot of like fooling around, so to speak, right Like I don't know how that's my term for how I am understanding the pictures he's showing me and so he doesn't have a lot of patience for like shenanigans or you know like kind of play.

Speaker 1:

And he says that one of the things he has watched you do, lynn, is become more playful over the course of your life and that you have gotten to a place where you can actually full on be playful, silly, um, and open to that and full of laughter and having a really good time. And your dad kind of struggled with that. Do you understand that?

Speaker 2:

Absolutely yeah.

Speaker 1:

And so your dad passed away from illness in his body. Um, and this was a fairly lengthy illness, is that right? I think it was underlying even for time before that, and so he's showing me um for him. Um, he is actually okay with being out of his body for those reasons, because I think it was pretty uncomfortable living in there. Um, but that you were very patient with him, um through his uh process, um with him through his process, like through his transition process. Does that make sense?

Speaker 4:

Yeah.

Speaker 1:

And so he's really grateful for that. You have other siblings as well that he speaks to, that he watches over but I'll keep the reading here just for today, because I'm not sure if siblings are listening, but at any rate just showing me that he is encouraging his family, he's encouraging of his children and he wants that known, because he is sorry he didn't do more of that when he was here living. Yeah, is there anything that you wanted to know from your dad, lynn, that you would like to ask specifically?

Speaker 2:

I think you just you have hit it on the nail that I felt disapproved by him my whole life. So to hear that that he just didn't know how to do that and now he can see differently, that means a lot that and now you can see differently.

Speaker 1:

That's that means a lot. I think it's so beautiful to acknowledge transformation when it happens, because, um, you know, we don't think so much about the time, you know, when we're in non-physical uh. For good reason, they want us to focus on being here. But what is so beautiful about what he's showing me is how you took circumstances that were in ways similar to his like in the growing up part of your life and you have found ways to completely turn it around where he didn't and he went to his dying bed with those same kinds of approaches to life and beliefs and things like that, without having an opportunity.

Speaker 1:

Actually, he's correcting me. They're taking an opportunity, he says, to make a shift or a change or a transition in a really positive way, and so he has absolutely loved watching you do that. Yes, yeah. Yeah, yeah, really cool.

Speaker 2:

That is beautiful, thank you, yeah.

Speaker 1:

Grandparents on that side of the family too that are showing up with him, and they've been gone a long time.

Speaker 1:

I get that but, like it's just really nice seeing the whole family circle. They're kind of like showing up in a much more loving way and your grandmother FYI like oh my God, does she just smile at you, like just beams this gorgeous smile at you. It's really really cool, but it feels very, very light and loving Mother figure. Let's go to mother's side of the family. I actually want to start with your grandmother on this side of the family. Is your mom still here on the planet? Yeah, and so I'm like this is, this is like this is showing up like a mother figure, but I'm like it's one step away because your mom is still here.

Speaker 1:

Yeah, absolutely understood. So the grandmother on this side of the family, like she is man, she shows up in the most loving support for you big time, and like she is a nurturing soul around you, she, she has that kind of energy for me, like she just wants to like cook and snuggle you up and keep you warm kind of energy. It's really, really nice. And she is showing me right now that she's watching over your mom quite a bit and taking really good care of her, and I feel like you've been asking her to do that in your own way. Is that true, lynn? She's nodding. Yes, yeah, that you've been asking her to come for mom and and show for her. I mean, not your dad is as well. There's no two ways about that. But but your mom, but your grandmother on this side of the family, is just like so profoundly caring and just so wanting her to be okay, um, and you know, for your mom, um, um, like I know, I know she is got a fairly great sense of awareness, but it's like she's maybe starting to forget certain details. Is that right? Yeah, for sure. And so there's a little bit of concern around her memory and and her cognitive abilities right now, but for the most part she's pretty sharp. Is that right? Like, yeah, relatively Absolutely. That's exactly how it feels energetically.

Speaker 1:

And so they're just saying, like you know, one of the things that I want to say to you, and I don't know if you've ever heard me say this before, lynn but when somebody is kind of starting to show those kinds of signs or symptoms, it's actually an opportunity for them to make a really gentle transition. And, for whatever reason, your mom might have fear, right, associated with the transition. And, oh my God, like so many people do, like I would never judge that for a second, because there are people who are literally believed to raise that you're going to have to stand at a gate and be told that, no, you can't come in, you've got to go to the burning pits of hell, which is just so ridiculous and traumatic. Doesn't happen, not true?

Speaker 1:

Some people believe it just goes all black and that there's nothing else, and as soon as they let go, it's just an empty void of nothingness, and so, um, I think that one of the most beautiful things that we can do is to share our connection and how it goes on and on and on. And so for some people, having this gentle introduction into non-physical or heaven, whatever you call it, is like an opportunity for them to kind of travel back and forth a little bit. And this is the thing that I'm seeing a little bit with your mom is she's having?

Speaker 1:

an opportunity for them to kind of travel back and forth a little bit and this is the thing that I'm seeing a little bit with your mom is she's having an opportunity to maybe gently kind of dip her toes in the water a little bit and so, when she's not quite all there and not quite all showing up, know that she's just having a little bit of a vacay, just having a little bit of a check in with the other side, and when she's good and ready she'll fully go ahead and make her transition to non-physical in a much more peaceful way.

Speaker 1:

So I hope that kind of makes sense and maybe brings a little bit of peace through that process, because it can be very challenging for the family who is going through it. Tara just went through this with her own family, with her grandmother and um and there's many people who know this really well but your grandmother has got such a strong she's, she's got a strength in her Um and uh and she's um, she's just such a caretaker and such a nurturer. So, for loved ones on the other side, when you need something and you are like I need help with this or I need support with this or I'm I'm hoping to maybe feel you know or understand the circumstance or you know all those different kinds of things, your grandmother for you is the one that you call on Absolutely. When you need to bolster your faith in yourself and your courage, for whatever it is you're doing it might be driving over snowy roads, or it might be talking to a group of people call in your dad and absolutely have him come and help yeah, yeah interesting.

Speaker 1:

Okay, so in your family is there a male who's on the other side that you're related to? That is not in your immediate family. That's a step outside of your family that I'm aware of like a cousin or something yeah, that's the energy that it has. That's exactly what it has. It has a connection like that okay.

Speaker 2:

Yeah, I have a cousin on the other side, but both of his parents passed as well.

Speaker 1:

Did they pass? He passed before them. He passed before them.

Speaker 2:

There you go, yeah, yeah, yeah. Now I remember.

Speaker 1:

Okay, exactly, so they had to go through going through his funeral or celebration of life while they were here living and he passed away.

Speaker 2:

Yeah.

Speaker 1:

And so this is on your dad's side of the family? Yeah, absolutely.

Speaker 1:

So, this comes forward with your dad, um, to say that this energy is here, um and um, that it is very much, everything is okay, because it was more of what I would consider a fast or a sudden passing, like it happened a little bit quicker. So, um, sometimes you don't get an opportunity to have like conversations like you would in a sick bed or you know things like that that can happen, and so just important to acknowledge, and it's interesting why some people will just come around us and come through an open door like this. It's just like pick me, pick me, pick me. I need to be me, I need to like, no, like they need to know that I'm here, they need to know that I'm okay.

Speaker 1:

But again, when I ask you know why? You know, why is it you want to be acknowledged by Lynn? Um, it's just very much. I want to be acknowledged that I'm learning on the other side, that my learning is continuing, and I think so. The message that I get with that, lynn, is that you're helping more people than you know, than you're aware of, and you don't always see the ripple effect of everything that you, that you touch, that it is much more expansive than you know and that it reaches out much further than you could possibly imagine. And so not only are you helping people here on the earth plane, you've helped family in heaven, and you've also helped family in heaven that is like just you know even a step further outside of you, because we're all kind of soul family. Yeah, what questions do you want to ask?

Speaker 2:

well, when you started, we started this. My first question was about my dad.

Speaker 1:

Yeah, do it, so I answered that one.

Speaker 2:

Well, you answered it. Oh, okay, good. And my grandma on my dad's side? I never knew her. She passed like a month or two before I was born.

Speaker 1:

Right so.

Speaker 2:

I don't know her, so if there's anything that you see from her, absolutely.

Speaker 1:

So let's tune into the paternal grandmother there. Yeah, that's right, as soon as I walk back into that energy. Yes, they certainly show with your dad and how nice it is for your dad to have reconnection to that. For your dad, for your grandfather, um, and your dad, there's been peace made on the other side. So they show me like an olive branch held between the two of them. So they've made peace on the other side, which is really nice for your grandmother and your dad.

Speaker 1:

Um, you're, when I ask your dad about this, he was devastated at the loss of his mom and he kept quiet about it. He says he didn't say a word and so he absolutely just like I can't even imagine it would be like having like I know this is ridiculous, but this is your dad and he is trying to lighten it up. He's like it's like trying to have a fart, but you can't fart, You've got to keep it in, you can't let it out, You've got to just hold it in your tummy all cramps. And he's like that's how it felt. It just felt like I felt doubled over in my stomach, but you couldn't talk about it. Um, and so he's recognizing. He says now that is by choice, um, that he, he made that like he thought it was. Maybe he thought actually, Lynn, that it was an expectation and so isn't that cool that that's what we spoke about with you today.

Speaker 1:

Um, so, your grandmother, on your dad's side of the family, she's very loving actually and, um, she was unwell in her body, she had an illness in her body. She says, Um, and that's what led to her transition. Um, she, um, she is very, very interesting. Um, one of the things, um, that she lets me know is like. She's like. That she lets me know is like she's like, like she's just blown away and loving, watching, like independent women and she's pointing to you. There are others as well that she has admiration for in your family, because she's like I was so traditional, like very traditional Religious would be another word I would use like following a form of scripture and following expectations and then not being very happy in it, but thinking that's exactly how you should be, so literally like.

Speaker 1:

I feel like everything that we talked about has almost been, in a way, in a really strange way, like gifted to you in such a beautiful way of you know, like passing the torch of please take this and let's transform this Like let's please move past this, and so that's really really cool. And so she shows so much like pride because she's like. You know, I can't sit here and tell you that I lived the life of my dreams, Michelle. It didn't feel that way for her. It's not that she didn't love her family and her children. She loved her family and her children very, very much, but she absolutely didn't say yes to herself on any level whatsoever. That's really something I think that hit me bigger than it might have hit you. I mean, we just recorded this amazing podcast with you about learning to say yes to yourself and and stop giving to everybody else.

Speaker 1:

First, and here I am doing a reading for you and watching where this came from in your ancestry, and I want to say that you kind of spoke to how this has been like a pattern for us through our ancestral ties, that that we do these kinds of things, and so your grandmother is just like so happy that you have transformed this and that you have let go of the um and to like. Also, like her point is like you've let go of the word of man, so to speak, and so it's not like she is like saying anything bad about men, but, like you know how the stories of our past, especially in our history, are, you know, like meant to control and keep, you know, women from voting or, you know, speaking or having an opinion or any of those kinds of things. She, like she must've been raised in a very old fashioned kind of a you know, situation where that was kind of like the verbiage, because she's just like can you imagine Like she's just like blown away by how far things have come.

Speaker 2:

Yeah, does that make sense to you all? Absolutely.

Speaker 1:

Yeah, Any questions for her that you wanted to ask. I would even channel her if I were you Like. If you're wanting to bring forward messages of breaking, you know free of that. She didn't accomplish it here when she was on earth, but she sure understands a lot about it being in heaven now.

Speaker 2:

Yeah yeah, there was nothing said about her, I just knew that she passed with right right before I was born right, I knew my dad when I realized later was a tremendous amount of grief yeah when I was born. So there was that how do you connect when you're grieving, right?

Speaker 1:

so absolutely well, she was the soft place between he and his father right, like she was kind of like a bridge there. Yeah, um, just kind of softening some of those interactions and um and so with that gone, I think it's very hard for him to relate to his father actually or to have like a relationship. It was more duty, yeah, um and expectation yeah, absolutely absolutely.

Speaker 5:

Yeah, yeah, dad sent her messages or symbols.

Speaker 1:

Yeah, oh, your dad does all the time, but your dad comes to you in dream time space. That's one of the ways your dad comes to you, so you'll actually wake up having had like feeling like, maybe does that happen to you, lynn, yeah, yeah, and so the encounters are a little bit more close and personal that way, which is really kind of cool. Close and personal, all right, but your dad shows you numbers because he says that he was a clock watcher and he says that you are as well. Are you a clock watcher?

Speaker 2:

Lynn. Yeah, and so he is sending you numbers, so you're definitely getting like the 111s and things like that Okay, yeah, and that definitely comes from your dad, okay, yeah yeah, can I ask, as my mom's making this transition, is there anything else that they can see from that side that that I can, we, my, my siblings and I can assist?

Speaker 1:

yeah, that's a lovely question and I think that's such a beautiful thing to think about is you know how do we support those making a transition? And you know, really, we are all walking each other home. That's the truth of the matter. I mean, it's one thing that we all have in common and, at the end of the day, what we want to know is did I do okay? Did I do okay? Did I do all right? Like you know, did I cut the mustard, so to speak?

Speaker 1:

and so I think that, if you can share stories like that of how somebody you know, the things that they did do well, the things that really helped or made an impact on you. I think that's one of the most beautiful things and that we can actually do for one another is saying why somebody matters and saying why, why somebody is important to us. I think it, wherever you are in your life. I think that's a beautiful thing to do, for I'm never shown a transition date, ever. I'm never shown that, nor is anybody else.

Speaker 1:

Sometimes we'll have an understanding of you know somebody being incredibly close. Or you know what have you and I don't feel your mom. I mean, I understand she's close, I don't feel she's incredibly close. Or you know what have you and I don't feel your mom. I mean, I understand she's close, I don't feel she's incredibly close. I feel like she's just taking her time and that's just fine, she can just do that. And so when you do have her cognitive awareness, oh, she really likes pretty things. Your mom has Raven energy. Hey, um and so what.

Speaker 1:

I mean by that is, you know how Ravens will bring sparkly things back to the nest. So your mom likes that, Like, so, like this time of year, the twinkly lights are really lovely and the Christmas decorations like the things that sparkle in the light are really lovely, um, if, if, in her window she has, like um, something that um, catches light and makes refraction, that makes your mom really happy.

Speaker 1:

Um and um, your mom is feeling apparently really nostalgic right now, and so she's kind of going through things in her mind of things that she used to like to do, or things that she used to like to eat, or things she used to like to make, and so spend time in nostalgia with her. Okay, because it promotes serotonin right in her own beautiful way, like it.

Speaker 1:

It lights things up and makes the beauty come out, and so I think that's a really lovely way of kind of showing that, yeah, okay but, yeah, tell her what she did right and put her at ease in that regard, because you know we spoke about this with you on the podcast, lynn um how easily we can forgive others and how hard it is sometimes for us to forgive ourselves. And mom guilt is a guilt like the only all the other moms in the world understand. I mean, it's a level like we can create guilt, like nobody can create guilt, and so you know she may not have done it perfectly. Who does? But alleviate those kinds of things where it is possible, and I think that's one of the most beautiful things that you can do and that that is part of the life review anyway. So do it here. Yeah, yeah, nice yeah, thank you.

Speaker 1:

You're so incredibly welcome.

Speaker 2:

Thanks for being brave and doing this with us, thank, thank you, it's an honor.

Speaker 5:

Okay, I am so excited because I love readings and today we have Christina here, who you've been the recipient of winning this reading.

Speaker 3:

I guess with the.

Speaker 5:

Facebook thing. This is super exciting. And, michelle, I'm just going to say as kind of a prereq you don't know. Christina, we do know that she teaches kindergarten. Yeah, and she referenced her mom in past tense once, so we do have that. But other than that, this is a yeah.

Speaker 1:

But when I opened the front door and she was there. That was the first thing I saw. She was there. That was the first thing I saw. And then my, you know, I, the ego in me, is like ah, damn, because Christina is young, she is far too young to have a mother on the other side, and anyway we're gonna get into that.

Speaker 1:

When she walked in the door as soon as I open the door well, damn, yeah, and I was like and then I, and then I like I don't want it to be true, like the human in me doesn't want it to be true, but at any any rate, here we are.

Speaker 5:

So, Christina, have you had readings done before? You've never had one with Michelle.

Speaker 3:

I've never had a reading done with Michelle. No, okay, oh, I'm going to pass the buck to you, Michelle.

Speaker 5:

This is exciting.

Speaker 1:

Well, I'm really happy to have you here, Christina.

Speaker 1:

I'm really glad that you have the courage to come on and do this for everyone to hear. But I, as I said, I'll see things in my mind's eye, I'll feel things in my body. So you'll say me, you'll hear me saying things like I see this, I feel that, or maybe even I hear that. It's a very multisensory experience and I also will pick up on things the way that I know that you'll receive your intuition, and I love that, because one of the things that I want for you after leaving this reading is for you to feel more connected to you know, universe, angels, spirit guides and your loved ones in heaven. I really want more connection in that regard for you, and so I'll pick up on things and we'll be talking about the way that I understand you receive your messages so that they're clear for you moving forward as well so that's my little blah, blah, blah Well thank you for having me Very excited.

Speaker 1:

Aria, excellent. So I'm going to go quiet just for one little millisecond and then we're gonna get rolling. Oh my gosh. Okay, I need to just tell you this little picture First. Your mom is so sweet and the first thing she does is put her I feel her hands on my shoulders because she's like you've had a busy morning. She's telling me that I have. It's true.

Speaker 3:

I had to switch hats real quick.

Speaker 1:

And so it's like calming energy and just coming in with the calm. It's so, so beautiful. And so I understand from your mom that prior to her passing she was unwell in her body. Do you understand that? Yes, and so she shows me going through what I would consider to be a fairly hefty health challenge there that led eventually to her transition. And so, because I have rapid fire questions that go back and forth with heaven, I'll just tell you what they are, just so that you guys all know. I first and foremost want to know if they're okay on the other side. I want to know, you know, what was the reason for their transition to the other side. I want to know who they're with on the other side.

Speaker 1:

I want to know what they most loved about their life and I want to know what they most need their family to know, and then the ways that they're showing up, so like the signs and symbols that they're using to show their family that they are around and that they are with them. You will have more questions, because it was your life and not mine and I want you to ask the questions that you need to ask, and so for me it's a very fast kind of an exchange and so a lot happens in a very short amount of time. So it's like the understanding. It's like you turn on the tap, like, like massive, and it just like all pours in there.

Speaker 1:

So, understanding of health challenge one of the things that your mom is saying within that is that you know in so many ways she really loved her life and she didn't it wasn't her intention to leave, like it's the showing me the picture of really trying hard to be here, like doing everything she could to be well and to stay and um, um. And so she's showing to um how lovingly she was cared for, um, that she felt like she really had a lot of love and support around her, um, at the time of your mom's passing um your did you have like babies or children, very small or like?

Speaker 3:

I was pregnant with my first.

Speaker 1:

Pregnant with your first. So she's showing me holding a little baby, and so did your mom pass before your first was born yeah, three months before. Oh, Christina.

Speaker 2:

Oh my gosh, now I'm going to cry.

Speaker 1:

I cry often in readings. That's absolutely true. Like, yeah, I can't even imagine what that would have been like for you. Here is what is really beautiful about this picture that I just so love. Your mom is showing me holding your children in heaven, and so I'll explain that just a little bit here. Um, before we come into our physical body, and so, um, it is a. Um, is it your son? That's the oldest.

Speaker 3:

He's the youngest.

Speaker 1:

He's the youngest. Sorry, other way around, daughter is the oldest. Okay, so, before your daughter comes into her, into her lifetime, being born um from you, uh, she will spend time, um time in kind of like the get ready zone.

Speaker 3:

You know just the like.

Speaker 1:

It's kind of like, you know, maybe you've got like, if we think about it like an analogy, maybe you've got on your parachute and you're in the plane and you know the excitement is there. It's like it's always your turn to jump. Okay, maybe think about it like that a little bit. But here is this really sweet picture of your mom holding your baby before she comes to earth, and it is her way of showing that she really has been a grandmother from heaven and that she has loved, loved, like watching your children it is her absolute favorite thing is to watch your children and just how much she really, really loves them. And so I think, oh, thank you, honey.

Speaker 5:

We're getting Kleenex because we all need it here.

Speaker 1:

I think that that's one of the most important messages that she needs to share is that she has absolutely been there and watching and watching over, and that she is still really watching over right now Like holy moly. I did not expect to be crying like this.

Speaker 3:

That's been one of the hardest things is feeling like I've been robbed of that. Yeah, Like you know, we were very close, she was one of my very best friends and so to not I felt robbed of not having a grandma in body form for my children Absolutely.

Speaker 3:

To feel the love that I felt from her. Yeah, and over the 12 years it was very difficult and a lot of self-work for me to finally hear messages from her and hear that she, she, is still a grandma to them yeah, we would so rather her be that in physical.

Speaker 1:

Yeah, yeah, of course we would, um, but I love that you can acknowledge that she is still a grandmother and that she is still, you know, in ways it is still, you know, in ways that can, if you, if you were to, you know, if we. I know spirit is always like, look at it from the higher vibration, I'm like, I know, I know, but my humanness is sad, but if we look at it from a higher vibrational frequency, she actually can be probably one of the best kinds of grandmothers, because she's not, you know, like this is what she is invested in. It's not like you know she's working another job or she's traveling, you know, to a different part of the world, or you know she's like, she's here, like that's that, and so that's really, really lovely. Rather than naming your children on the podcast by first name, can we call them one, two, three, sure, is that fair enough? Yep, can we? So it's, it's a female, female, male correct.

Speaker 3:

Okay, so number one okay.

Speaker 1:

So number one, she is quite a gem of a soul and she is really she's. She's lovely, she has a steadiness about her that I just really am being shown, and so this is all through your mother's eyes, like the way that she's showing me. She is very, very intuitive and she is absolutely she's one of those ones who will kind of follow her instincts. She's already doing it, your mom says, and that's really lovely Self-confidence needs a little bit of work there, that's okay, it's coming along.

Speaker 1:

But, you know, helping her earth side I mean, this is going to be one of the things is just, you know, lots of encouragement, lots of, you know, belief, you know, and you know showing her, you know, the hard things that she has done and overcome and accomplished so that she's feeling more confident moving forward and she is kind of at a tender age, you know, for a young girl as well.

Speaker 1:

And so there's that to consider. But she is really she's lovely's. Uh, she's lovely, she has a heart of gold. She wouldn't hurt anything. Um, she just wants to be loved and, um, uh, she, she really she can be sometimes overwhelmed by the world. She just wants people to be kind to each other.

Speaker 3:

Exactly.

Speaker 1:

Yeah, that's amazing. Okay, number two um little feistier, um, but oh my gosh. Okay, number two, a little feistier, but oh my gosh sweet.

Speaker 3:

Sweet as pie, that's the word that her teacher really talked about. Her teacher uses this.

Speaker 1:

Not sassy, but she's got sarcasm down there, god. But I love this. Yes, I love when I see this in a female, because I'm like girls.

Speaker 2:

You know, that song.

Speaker 1:

Girls, you're Born to Run. Okay, this is the song I hear when I. Who sings that song? Tara?

Speaker 5:

I want to say Girls, by Rachel Platten.

Speaker 1:

Yeah, great.

Speaker 5:

We're going to write that down for you, so you can listen to it.

Speaker 1:

This is her, because she's a future leader. She's definitely here to take the world by storm. So your mom's picture to me is like she literally grabs a bull's horns and she like holds them and looks straight in the face. She's not fearful, she's like that and it's just really lovely. She needs to run energy off, your mom says. She can be sometimes get a little wound in her energy and then you're kind of like, oh my God, what are we going to do with this? And so physical activity is really important for her. Creativity is also really important for her.

Speaker 1:

So same with your older daughter. She thrives in that big time, and so one of the things that I would love to encourage you to think about with number two is to show her with number two is to show her, um, like, if she ever gets an opportunity to like pick a project in school or stuff like that, pick women who have done amazing things, like pick women in leadership kind of roles, show her those kinds of things, maybe those kinds of stories, a little bit. She will have a lot of admiration for that and she's a very old soul, so she'll really catch this very quickly. She's very clairvoyant and we can get into a little bit of what that means if you're curious. Okay, number three oh, man and your mom just like, oh, just like, oh, cheeky, cheeky, um, like she just she just like, she just grabs this little face.

Speaker 1:

God, she says he's cute as a button, like he must be absolutely adorable. Um, she thinks that he is just absolutely just spectacular. Um, she is like I can't believe my daughter had a third.

Speaker 1:

Like she just like yeah like like she's, but like no, not in a bad way. She, she just like. Yeah, like like she's, but like she no, not in a bad way, she's just like can you believe how lucky I am that I got three of them? Like she's, just beside herself, like and just so. So this little guy, um, um, definitely got fire in his belly as well, but he, I'd be interested to know what his sign was, because he's got this peacefulness to him. So we're moving into the age of Aquarius. Now, I did not say that on the 2024 podcast. Fyi, I know we want to go to an addendum to that.

Speaker 1:

At any rate, he has that kind of. He has a little bit of that kind of I don't know how to. I don't know how to describe what I'm seeing. I'll just say the pictures. Uh, he can flow, um, so he has, like this water, airy, energy where he can. Um, he's charismatic. I know what your mom is saying. People will listen to this kid and people will listen to this kid. He is a very, he, very, introverted in his thinking, a little bit like can he go inward and be a little bit still and quiet at times?

Speaker 3:

oh, yes, yes, exactly, exactly. Yeah, he not at home, to the outside world, right to the outside world.

Speaker 1:

Yeah, I really get it at home vibration, vibrate like vivacious and full of beans and absolutely like jumping on yeah, jumping a lot, like he's climbing right now, like this is one of his things as to like you've said it first, so I can say, yeah, yeah, he wasn't, was he just one?

Speaker 3:

he, um, was my only child that broke a bone, so he oh, no way I had to send him to daycare the first time with a cast on his arm, just from jumping everywhere and rolling off the couch.

Speaker 1:

Busy buddy, yeah, that's exactly the picture your mom shows is him jumping like a little jumping bean, but that he can be very introverted when he gets into the outside world. Now, what he is is a witnesser. He's watches man. That kid doesn't miss a track. So he is literally, he's literally scanning and watching and he has your number. Like there's no pulling the wool over this kid's eyes and so, um, like he's going to be one of those ones who is going to question, um and ask and you know, really like um not necessarily believe the first thing he hears. He's very much going to take it inward and filter it through. Really very highly intelligent, yeah, uh, very smart little being. Oh, your mom is clapping like she's just like, yeah, he's. She's like, yeah, he's um, well, I mean, he's young and we don't want pressure on him, but, um, I would absolutely have like a massive education fund for this one wow, yeah, yeah, he's um.

Speaker 3:

Well, now that he's out of my class and in grade one, um yeah, the feedback I'm getting like he's definitely doing really well.

Speaker 1:

He's doing really well exactly, yeah, he wants to learn.

Speaker 1:

Yes, exactly, and some souls just really enjoy like being around education, being in that, that whole thing, and and he's definitely one of them, and so it'll be really interesting to see you know where ultimately he ends up. Right now it's just way too wide in terms of his interest. But he definitely has a science, math mind and ability, but he also has, like he's, a voracious reader. So I mean it could go really either way and there's no wrong. Let's just say that, but mom is watching over. Number one is going through some health concerns. Is that correct?

Speaker 3:

Yes.

Speaker 1:

Yes, so mom is just saying to you that she's really watching over the number one daughter and, just to give you reassurance, like you've got some, maybe some appointments or things that you've got to do and, um, look after she's with you at every single one of them she's like literally holding your hand, you don't have to do it alone, and um, that she's saying it's going to be okay, it's going to be all right, and so it's been super hard with going through medical stuff that I know I did as a child okay, I just want to ask her, like I have my dad to ask, right, but it's just different with a mom.

Speaker 3:

Yeah, and. I just my biggest thing is I want to know what it was like for you.

Speaker 1:

I want to write support because it was scary right your mom says to you, christina, that you're just doing a stellar job, that you're just doing an amazing job and, um, you and your mom are a lot alike.

Speaker 1:

You have a lot of similar characteristics and qualities. She says to tell you that you carry yourself with a lot more grace than she did and that you have a really lovely partner. She really loves your husband and she says the two of you are walking like seriously hand in hand through this, that you're both being very supportive to one another and that that's really lovely hand through this, that you're both being very supportive to one another and that that's really lovely. Um and um. So she feels that you're very looked after earthside, um, in terms of the people that you are surrounded with. She shows me like a picture of what I would consider like community around you. That is like so this might be your close friends and family members and and, of course, your partner and even your children, in that that you're all kind of helping one another out, and I've learned more to accept the help Good.

Speaker 1:

That's really important. We want to. It sure does. Yeah, it sure does, and there's nothing that brings a mother to her knees like you know, a helpless feeling when you're trying to sort things out with a child and there's nothing that brings a mother to her knees like you know, a helpless feeling when you're trying to sort things out with a child. And so I just want you to keep coming back to that reassurance. Okay, we have some things to walk through, some steps to take some things to. You know, you know, maybe some testing or whatever it's going to be to do, but my mom says she's got my back and that ultimately it's going to be okay. Yeah, so keep coming back to do. But my mom says she's got my back and that ultimately it's going to be okay. Yeah, so keep coming back to that. I want to acknowledge too, because I always want to know who they're with on the other side your mom is with her mom on the other side, so your grandmother is on the other side.

Speaker 3:

Yeah.

Speaker 1:

Yes, Was there somehow like distance in their relationship or like separation? So okay.

Speaker 1:

Okay, and was there like a period of time where there was lack of communication in that relationship?

Speaker 1:

Yes, okay.

Speaker 1:

So what she's showing me is like literally taking a hammer to fences that's my sign for fences being mended and things coming back to like whatever needed to happen for them has has occurred, and I think this is really lovely for your mom, because I think this was something that your mom maybe even didn't always speak about.

Speaker 1:

She says, like she's showing me like the finger to the lips, that she was quiet sometimes about her feelings about this, but that one of the blessings for her in her transition to non-physical has been that resolve with her own family. And I also think, like she's showing me it being such a gift because, like, sometimes, from people we learn exactly what we don't want to be, don't want to be, and we are like we might want to, like we look, yeah, we look at us, you know, we look at maybe, a certain certain circumstance, and it's like, I think, that some, there are just some parents who literally raise themselves while raising their own children, and I would say that for your mom that was true, and so she's showing a beautiful picture, though, of reconciliation and reconnection. Um, her father is on the other side as well, and so same like just reconnection, with all of it and um. Your grandmother won't be the exact same person that she was when she lived in physical, probably for the best to make reconciliation happen.

Speaker 3:

Well, when I was younger, when my grandma passed and the one thing my mom said was that when her mom passed, she felt this like, almost like a sigh of relief. And she heard like I'm sorry, or I love you. Yeah, some sort of peacemaking message and beautiful then I always hoped that yeah, yeah, exactly.

Speaker 1:

I think that's such a beautiful picture and a really nice one like it's a nice picture to see of your mom, you know, doing her healing work in heaven as well, where she, wherever she needed it in her life. Yeah, your mom loved Christmas and we are recording this four days before Christmas actually and so you carry out a lot of your mom's traditions. She said.

Speaker 2:

Yeah.

Speaker 1:

Yeah, so she's showing me I didn't. Yeah, she's showing me how you have, in your own beautiful way, kept her alive through many of the family celebrations that have happened. Um, your mom loved to bring people around a table. You do this. She says you kill yourself sometimes to do it, but that you do do this, um, and that you, um, are thinking about your mom when you are. I think it's gravy that you're whisking, but when you're stirring and she's showing me, like you know, I'm a vegetarian, so I'm like you know you could, why don't you show me the veg, but anyway, showing me whisk? There's a whisk, it's the whisk that I'm seeing. Is that significant to you for some silly?

Speaker 3:

reason? Yeah, I'd love to hear. Everyone who knows me knows. You know, in my workplace with my friends, I make my mom's famous nuts and bolts recipe.

Speaker 1:

Nuts and bolts Fun.

Speaker 3:

Yeah, I've made several batches, and so you melt the butter and then to mix all the spices in which you know there's like curry powder, there's like garland, interesting flavors.

Speaker 2:

Yeah.

Speaker 3:

And I whisk it and then I stir it when I pour it over the big bowl and I think of her every time over the big bowl and I think of her every time. Okay, oh, that's so beautiful. I love that. I was like during the gravy and that was my dad's job and now it's my husband's job.

Speaker 5:

But if it's a whisk in my hand, I don't want that yeah yeah do you have a brother?

Speaker 1:

I do, yeah, so your mom is just acknowledging you um, um, so much love to your brother. He's not quite as open as you are feeling about this kind of a process. Is that right, correct? Yes, so she's just saying that she does a lot of visiting to him as well, that he might not be maybe as like you know, maybe not as down the woo-woo path as you and I are, but definitely she just wants to send him messages of love and that she is watching him as well, like that she hangs out with him and that she loves him very, very much.

Speaker 3:

That's really cool that you said that I have had readings before with some other people. Yeah, okay, that's great, there's a lovely team at soul stones oh my gosh absolutely I've I, they know me well, um and a message. Uh, they had said you know, a little while ago was pretty much exactly what you just said and that I think it's not that he's like no, that this is, you know, the woo-woo stuff. That's not for him, it's just more.

Speaker 3:

Maybe he's not open to it as much but she's trying to reach him she is, and so they had asked me, if I was comfortable with it, to share it with him. So one of our last visits I did share and I said, even if you're not really into this, I just want you to know yeah, mom has a message for you that she is with you yeah, I think it really resonated with him yeah and it was a message you needed to hear yeah, so yeah, and now we can listen to this you didn't hear it before, brother?

Speaker 1:

yeah, she she loves him immensely and she shows so much pride, uh, for him as well, like just really proud of him and really encouraging for him. And, um, he is not so happy at work right now. I I'll just say that really quickly and so maybe there's been something that's just maybe just been stressful of late or something you could ask him like that and clarify it. But yeah, at any rate she's, and his back is bothering him, maybe a small amount. So maybe, I don't know, maybe he overstretched or it could be something as simple as that, or his back is really literally bothering him. If I don't get rid of that message, my back will hurt for the next two hours.

Speaker 3:

So we need to get rid of that.

Speaker 1:

There was something. Oh my gosh, I'm always jumping around. Oh right, this was really important. So signs and symbols that your mom is showing up around you, she has a lot like this lady is busy, like she's not like you know, you know, oh, I'll just send a sign every now and then she's like boom, boom, boom, boom. It's really really lovely so a couple of things. Um, I do want you to watch for dimes. That is absolutely a sign from your mom that she is around.

Speaker 1:

I think you find them often actually, and you're a clock watcher. She says so, she's showing me like. I know that we you said you were a teacher when we came in um, there's like, but you remember the? Well, remember, of course. I'm saying remember, you see it every day, I don't. So one of the school clocks on the wall and then they're like, they're kind of like a, they're a bigger clock and then the they can have like the stopwatch hands that go around like oh yeah different colors, so that your watch is the timing clocks that are like.

Speaker 1:

She's showing me one of those and she's like you, it's like you really do like and I guess, being a teacher, that would make sense, I guess you would have to be aware of time and stuff like that. But she sends you um numbers, um in that, and you see you watch for numbers quite a bit, is that?

Speaker 3:

right, christina, my husband will text message me if he notices the clock at her time.

Speaker 1:

Oh so nice, so nice. So that absolutely is one of the ways that she is communicating. Ones and threes seem to be really prolific here, and so seeing those in multiples or combinations of ones and threes is really awesome. Um, so, um, the other thing there's a few other symbols and signs that come with your mom. One is hummingbird, and I'm like that's so lovely, but we are not seeing hummingbirds. It is December, um, they're not coming back till maybe May if we're lucky. Um, but do watch for the symbol of hummingbird, absolutely. I think it's more rare but beautiful, and she, like you, must have had a hummingbird before. Um, uh, like hover at your window. Um, that's the picture she shows, is, and you know the sound that they make um, like the.

Speaker 1:

It almost sounds like a little bee, cause they're flapping so fast you can't even see them. Yeah, yeah, she shows me that hovering hummingbird and that's just really beautiful Butterflies, though like winged ones for sure. Uh, watch for for your oldest daughter butterflies is one of the signs. She's showing a lot, and that's just really really lovely. Yeah, I hadn't shown you. Oh, you have a butterfly tattoo. Yeah right, oh my gosh, look at this. This is all covered up.

Speaker 5:

Oh, she has this gorgeous tattoo with a butterfly and it says I am because of you, oh no, I'm gonna cry again.

Speaker 1:

Wow.

Speaker 5:

All right, okay, we're back and we have a special friend, nicole, in the house today, who neither of us have met. No, this is our first time meeting, so I'm really excited as well, as Michelle knows nothing about her, and I get so excited for readings, so I'm just gonna take a seat and enjoy. Nicole, let's go.

Speaker 1:

Welcome, nicole. Thank you for having the courage and bravery to come on and let us do this for you on the podcast. We're really happy to have you here. So today we're going to do a reading for you. I've chatted to you a little bit very quickly about what to expect in a reading, so ready to get into this.

Speaker 4:

Yeah.

Speaker 2:

Yay me too.

Speaker 4:

I wasn't going to let anything get in the way today. Today is for me.

Speaker 5:

I'm going here we are.

Speaker 1:

Well, this manifested because you were supposed to come to a group reading last week at an event at Soulstones and your children, your whole household, getting sick prevented you from doing so. Yes, so, yeah. So here you are today, yeah, here I am.

Speaker 4:

Yay, everybody's on the mend, and I love that, oh good.

Speaker 1:

Yeah.

Speaker 4:

Good, good, good, back to routine and a schedule, and it's lovely Nice.

Speaker 1:

Excellent. So sometimes messages come through that are about life as well, like it's not always just about loved ones, because, not surprisingly for me, but for a lot of people, one of the things that they might not know is that your loved ones in heaven are really concerned for you on earth, like that's their. One of their main focuses is how can I make you know help, how can I support, how can I make things better? So I just am going to just give you an FYI that that's going to come through today as well, but I will start with heaven for you and start with a grandmother figure that is on the maternal side of your family, so on your mother's side of the family, and she spends a lot of time with you and you're. I know you have children. You have smalls, though. Is that correct, nicole? Like are they pretty young?

Speaker 4:

Yeah, my youngest just turned four yesterday.

Speaker 1:

She had a birthday yesterday. This is why I'm seeing the birthday cake. Okay, when I get the birthday cake message, like it's always, like a birthday is like, right, like in the period of time that we're speaking of, that's amazing.

Speaker 4:

Yeah, he turned four yesterday.

Speaker 1:

Oh, I love that. It was good, really nice. So she's spending an awful lot of time with you and this is really lovely. I want to say gently that in your family there was some let's just say some differences of opinion. Do you understand what she's saying about that? So, like it, sometimes I'll get a message like this when people didn't see kind of eye to eye or they maybe had difficulties in communicating things or maybe kept things to themselves a little bit. And so would you understand that if I said that about your grandmother, that for her, that's one of the things that I understand about her On my mom's side.

Speaker 1:

Yes, yes yes, this is your maternal side. So she's acknowledging this and just wanting to say like she's here for the like. She's in it to win. It is a good way to put it. Like she's acknowledging this and just wanting to say like she's here for the like. She's in it to win. It is a good way to put it. Like she's.

Speaker 1:

She's much more invested and I, you know, I never judge the reasons why, when a human is here, when they don't maybe share all of their heart or maybe don't say the things that they actually mean, some ways fear can hold people back, and so I try not to judge that, because I just understand that there's just so many ways for a person to get from point A to point B and a lot can happen in between, and so I do understand that for her, she had a lot going on in her younger years and it kind of almost created the person that she was. What I okay, it's a very long winded way to say that on the other side, she is so much more lovey, dovey and she did not get to meet your children. She says is that correct? That's correct.

Speaker 4:

Yeah, I was pregnant with my first one when she, just before she, passed yes and so she didn't get to lay eyes physically on your children, which would have been lovely, right.

Speaker 1:

I mean, you know, to have a special picture and a memory of her holding your children, I mean is amazing and she is absolutely acknowledging to you that she didn't get to do that. But she's absolutely with you on the other side. But she's absolutely with you on the other side and she is helpful. So she is one of those ones who is supportive to you and wanting to help you through the trials and tribulations of young motherhood. And, like knowing the busyness of your life so you have a lot of balls in the air is one of the things that she shows. So I don't understand all of the things in your life that you look after. I mean, I mean I certainly understand the motherhood thing. That's something I can relate on, but there's a lot of other things that you look after. Is your family like within your household?

Speaker 3:

Is there entrepreneurialism Like, are you like?

Speaker 1:

yes, so it's like that, pulling yourself up from your own bootstraps, kind of thing. And is your husband entrepreneurial as well?

Speaker 1:

So-so I would say, yeah, you're more so though, yes, yes absolutely yes, and so the like, the pursuit that you have, that's going on, I'm going to say, is relatively new, but it's just starting to take wings. Is that correct? Do you understand this Kind of You're not sure yet, yeah, fair enough, fair enough Really taking wings this year, and so I feel like there's a lot of what I call foundational or ground support underneath you, and it's because it's just getting building. It's just getting going. And so if you think about like we love to use metaphors and Tara and I talk about metaphors on the podcast a lot but if you think about like a foundation being built, I can see that you've done foundational work and now it's just getting wings and it's just getting going. She helps you with this, which is just so incredibly lovely, and I really love you to know this, because you need to call on people. She has a grandfather pair with her that's on the other side as well, um, and he passed before her. Is that correct, or?

Speaker 4:

is it the other way around? Would that have been my mom's dad? Correct, yes, he did pass before her.

Speaker 1:

Long before her yes and so this was also like something that so needed healing for her Um and um, and so it's really nice to know that there's healing on that side between those two, and what I hope it translates to on a human level for your family is a little bit more peace, maybe even in your mom's heart or in your heart, in your family's heart, because it's it's kind of like a picture of showing me I won't always understand the reasons for why the worry was there, but the worry was there and it's like showing me it's okay, the worry is no longer there, everything is okay, everything is. What I'm being shown on the other side is that for such a young like well, not a young man, but like a middle-aged man to pass and leave behind a family and not have had like close relationships in ways that can really have ripple effects out in generations, and so the picture that I'm being shown is how much you, your siblings you have a sister. There's three of you, is that correct?

Speaker 4:

Four of us all together.

Speaker 1:

Four of you, because you have a brother as well.

Speaker 4:

Yeah.

Speaker 1:

So there's how many. So what is the lineup in your family? Siblings?

Speaker 4:

So it would be my brother Justin is the first, and then there's my sister Amanda, and then there's Jake, and then there's myself.

Speaker 1:

So two boys, two girls, yeah, show me this gorgeous picture of how change has really occurred in this generation, which is just so beautiful in so many great ways, and how like I'm you're the one in front of me, you're the one I'm speaking to but for you, how much there's so much stability and how much like um, like, like what a tight, nuclear, sweet little family you have. And so from hardships in previous generations, beautiful things can unfold, and that's one of the pictures that he shows. It's really, really lovely to your mom. Um, he absolutely wants to express so much like pride, like um, just truly like um. Love, appreciation and absolutely sharing words that he did not share when he was here living because he for one reason or another. People maybe have a hard time being vulnerable or sharing their truth, whatever, it is something like that, and so he's just sharing that now and so he wants that known. Um, the step-grandfather passed also before your grandmother, is that correct?

Speaker 4:

no, he was after he was after the other way around. I'm so sorry.

Speaker 1:

No, that's okay, so interesting energy, so much fun. Oh, what do I want to say publicly about that?

Speaker 4:

Yeah, that one's probably a lot.

Speaker 1:

That's a lot. I will just say that's a lot. It's a very interesting energy lot. I will just say that's a lot. It's a very interesting energy. Um.

Speaker 1:

So what I'm being shown is when, like just making clarifications, which is helpful for you and healing for you and your family, there's a what I'm sensing, that I'm being shown is like when he was here living, that I would consider that to be a little bit of chaotic energy. Um, I would consider it to be a little bit up and down and sometimes not knowing where you're gonna you. You know what side of the bed you're getting out on on any given day, and so it feels like he has like nice in him and then he has something else within him and so you're not exactly sure what you're going to get. So what he's acknowledging and why this is important, is because he's just saying I'm sorry, like I wasn't always easy. I didn't always make things easy. I did things that made it difficult for those around me and it's like being very wrapped up in his own situation or circumstances and not having a lot of awareness.

Speaker 1:

So here's a silly example that I'm being shown from spirit. You know, when somebody parks their buggy in the middle of an aisle and they're looking at something and they're, like you know, like a block down but they're blocking traffic and they just have no awareness to pull their buggy to the side or just you know, just be a little bit. Yeah, it's that no awareness of things that are happening around them sometimes. And so healing for him on the other side, awareness for him on the other side, and so that's just really really cool.

Speaker 2:

Is there any questions you want to?

Speaker 1:

ask about any of those family members.

Speaker 4:

No, I think that is good. I mean, yeah, I honestly I didn't get to know my mom's dad, obviously.

Speaker 1:

No, obviously yeah, yeah. Yeah, but it's nice to hear that my grandmother's still around, and yeah, and it's nice to know that my grandmother's still around and yeah, and it's nice to know too. Like sometimes I think like we don't have to have had to know somebody well to have them support us on the other side yeah and sometimes where people couldn't be present, uh, for whatever reason, one or another, sometimes by choice.

Speaker 1:

Sometimes you know by circumstance that they can be present now and that these are people that are loving and supporting you and wanting you to do better, like than they did, and so they'll help and support every step of the way, knowing that you are being the parent that they should have been, that you are showing up in ways they wish they had done, and so they'll help and support, like that.

Speaker 4:

Does that make sense? Yeah, yeah, that's lovely, yeah, yeah really good, really good um.

Speaker 1:

You have a grandmother on your dad's side of the family as well. Oh yes, she's so lovely and just so like like she's very lovey-dovey, nurturing, and she just like has energy, like just curl up in her lap and she like hugs and squeezes and she's just so sweet. Okay For you, um, she really helps you a lot. She absolutely um. She loved to cook, um, she loved to like bring people around the table. She loved to um help like uh with um.

Speaker 1:

Uh, oh, thanks, honey, thank um um help with you, um, like anything that you needed help doing, like she's very practical, she's very get her, push her sleeves up and and get in there kind of energy. Loves to be in the mix, loves to be in the mix, loves the kids, loves the noise, all of it. She just absolutely loves to be hanging out with you.

Speaker 4:

It's really lovely yeah, because she can. That's not an ailment for her anymore. On the other side she can hear and all the things and so it's.

Speaker 1:

one of the things that I am shown with this particular soul is that for her it was pretty hard in her body towards the end of her life and so she's really back to a happy place where she can absolutely move. She's got great mobility and she can like. She's showing me like you know, like like tell her that I can do cartwheels if I want and I know that you didn't see your grandma do cartwheels.

Speaker 1:

No, never, no but it's a metaphor for showing you know this is like I have so much freedom. I think it was. Probably she's not a complainer either.

Speaker 4:

Oh, absolutely not. No, she would never.

Speaker 1:

She would never no she wouldn't ever put you out or make you feel like she was, like you know, having a hard time Absolutely not. She is. The cup is always full with her. She's very sunshiny energy. So she shows you a lot of ways that she is around you and one of the things that she's doing in your home actually is making lights blink or flash. She loves to show light. I absolutely like behind you there's something that has been I think it's catching from that little gold house thing that I have. But, um, she's making like light flash or shine for me and I know it's one of the symbols that you have in your home that you will see from her that she is around. The other thing that you get with this grandmother is a tone change in your ear, so a feeling like you've just had like water stuffed in there or like cotton or something like that. Do you get this, nicole?

Speaker 4:

well if I had to think about it? I don't know. Now I'm going to have to really think Sometimes it feels like my ears are plugged all the time

Speaker 1:

and then they just not be plugged.

Speaker 1:

Yeah, yeah, this is one of her ways of speaking to you and she really I know it's one of your gifts actually is Claire. Audience is your ability to hear the voice of spirit, and it might sound like your own voice in your head, but maybe you understand they're not your words, that they might come from somebody else. This is one of the ways that she speaks to you and, like she, it's important that you hear she says, and, or that you acknowledge that you're hearing, I think, which is really, really cool.

Speaker 5:

Do you want me to start talking? Say why we're doing this.

Speaker 1:

Well, I think what we'll say is that you've been listening to me giving readings to everybody else. What we'll say is that you've been listening to me giving readings to everybody else and you're like I can feel you Always, yeah, Ready for a little bit of messages yourself, tara, yes.

Speaker 5:

And then I say it's funny, because I always think that it's like my aura changing or that you're just reading my mind because we'll be recording. And then I see your gaze go up when I'm talking above my head and I'm thinking am I on track or off track, or is there a bird flying by? I don't know what you're seeing above my head. So I said that to you and you just said well, it's Seb, he's always here, and that just felt soft for me, for sure.

Speaker 1:

So, for those that don't know, sebastian is Tara's brother-in-law, who passed six years ago now Almost six years ago now Almost six years. Yeah, he passed due to a really severe health challenge with cancer at a very young age, and when he passed, your sister was pregnant with their child, their beautiful daughter Yale, who's now six and a half. Who is now six and a half, yes, and so.

Speaker 5:

Well, pause for one sec, I've got to do that damn math Doesn't make sense. So his daughter's six and a half and he will have been gone seven years, seven years, unreal.

Speaker 1:

I just it's hard to imagine because he's just so for me, so present, and so for when you come, you often bring Seb with you and that I've just gotten used to it and I honestly, you know, sadly, probably take it for granted.

Speaker 1:

It's like, yay, he's here on the party, uh, but you have lots of and I am none the wiser, like I don't know I'm bringing, but that's a really good point you make, tara, because I think that quite often we're so used to the energy that is around us that we don't always notice it, because for you it is normal and, um, and you might not see it the same way as I do, because it is your life every day that you live, I don't.

Speaker 1:

And so when I noticed something different, I'm like, oh, different, you know, seb's here, grandma's here, grandpa's here, it works, yeah. And so I just felt like today would be a really great day to give you some messages, especially from him I mean, there's other family members that are around as well but to give you a message today, just simply because you know of the things that your family is experiencing and concerns or worries that they may have. And I just want to say, like there's so much reassuring energy around you and just some just really like loving gentle energy, um, of energy of everything is okay, everything is fine, everything is perfect, um, and that everything is going to be okay. So, um, gently saying here um, you have in the works, uh, in your family, a couple of new family members making their entrance into the world in 2024, which is so spectacular in of itself.

Speaker 5:

Both of my sisters are pregnant.

Speaker 1:

Yes, absolutely, and so like. What a magical year to be born.

Speaker 1:

First of all, like both of them being born in the year of a dragon, in this incredible energy, like you've got to know that, like anybody who is listening to this, if you're pregnant or somebody in your family or close to you is pregnant and a babe is coming into the world in your circle, this is a very magical year of beings coming in and it's a very different era of beings coming in, and I'm actually being reminded to say how this is going to sit with everybody. So I'll say this really gently we are going to begin to see within humanity and I believe it's over quite a long period of time, but I do believe that coming in in humanity are like we're going to somehow be taller, like there's going to be physiological changes, we're going to be bigger.

Speaker 5:

I've heard that we're upgrading our DNA and babies being born are going to come with a bit of a new genetic code.

Speaker 1:

Yeah, yeah, yeah.

Speaker 1:

And so the way that we're going to see that physically is, you know, long babies essentially so like you know, like I'm trying to remember what mine were at birth, like you know, one was maybe 20. And the other was maybe 18 or 19. Well, now it's not going to be uncommon to see like 22, 23, like long babies. I know that sounds like such a strange thing to say, but it's not going to be uncommon. And so I think we're going to have some physiological traits that begin to shift, just ever so gently and slightly. It's not a bad thing.

Speaker 1:

It's just that we're evolving, which is one way to put it, which is really really kind of cool. And so I'm just being told to say just keep that in mind and that absolutely everything is okay. And so it might mean that people, especially our medical system, is puzzled because, like you know, we've been the same forever. No, we actually haven't. We've changed drastically over the course of time and over many millions of years, and that will always continue. There's one thing to keep in mind, and the you know, sepp is so happy for your family, like he's so happy for your sisters and so excited like he really loves children, and he's really ecstatic that there's just going to be more voices at the table, so to speak, and just, you know, more noise, kind of in general, and he's like they're growing a soccer team like, which is really really cool, because he's like there's how many grandchildren will there be now?

Speaker 5:

between us three girls. We've got two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight yeah, you're growing a soccer team. He's not kidding. Well, my son, it's him and a bunch of girls. So he's really fingers crossed that a little a little boy cousin will come.

Speaker 1:

We'll see. I think he's getting his wish, but anyway, which is really cool, anyway, that's really amazing and really really cool to see. And so like I can just see coach Seb, you know, just completely in there like a dirty shirt, asking them to disturb the shit a little bit, to be honest, because that's just so up his alley and to like you know buck the, you know Buck the system a bit you betcha, Absolutely Don't conform, you know, like he's really, but I mean that in the best way.

Speaker 1:

Like encouraging Raising little trailblazers, yeah yeah, encouraging them to be themselves and to bring the light like he's just like he's so excited that he this is his job right now within the family and he's so okay with it, like he's just ecstatic and so, um, I would love for you to pass that message along to your sisters that he's really really really happy I can like picture him in heaven with a baby in each arm, just beaming like oh, holding them before they come, but definitely yeah, the tenderness on earth is that when we all go to the cabin and the little pack of them are all running around, that uncle seb isn't actually there playing soccer.

Speaker 5:

But the thought of him in heaven is your perspective of.

Speaker 1:

But shift your perspective of that. Just because somebody isn't there in physical, like we don't always need to see the proof to know it. What do you feel in your heart? You know, can you trust that he absolutely is there and he's telling you, you know, you know, go pants your dad. Yeah, he's absolutely doing that kind of thing. Oh my God, yeah, absolutely, he would, he would, totally. And so, yeah, he is absolutely, very, very present, probably actually more so than a lot of your family members, even.

Speaker 5:

Interesting yeah, totally engaged and present.

Speaker 1:

Very engaged and present is right.

Speaker 4:

Thank you.

Speaker 1:

Yeah, grandmother, uh, just wants to reassure you, okay, oh, um, there's a, uh, there's a grandfather figure on dad's side of the family and, um, I'm like he's just saying I'm sitting with Frankie right now.

Speaker 5:

I was like I was worried for your little dog who's at home today our one-year-old dog's been home alone for whatever four, four or five hours, and sometimes she'll chew something if I leave her home, so okay, so I got a grandpa hanging out with her, tell him not to chew the banister.

Speaker 1:

Yeah, or the shoes?

Speaker 5:

yes, oh, she got my blundstone the other day.

Speaker 1:

Yeah, not the blundies, not the blundies. Yeah, anyhow, it's really really lovely.

Speaker 1:

Just wanting to say that, and then grandmother on mom's side of the family, just really wanting to be acknowledged here she does not want to be left out of the fun and that she's watching over. The message today is that she's really watching over your grandfather and really like tenderly looking after him, which is really nice to know. I think you have been maybe worrying about him a little bit and I don't think you've said that to me but that you have been maybe feeling that on some level and wondering, like knowing maybe it's a knowing to that you're on the verge of things, just about to shift there, and so she's just very showing me how lovingly and tenderly she's watching over him right now.

Speaker 5:

I like that because I've he's been popping into my head a lot the last couple weeks and I'm kind of feeling guilty that I haven't had the time to show up and visit and check in on him like I feel like maybe is necessary um when grandma was alive, I made it a point every week to take my babies to go visit her, and I would go for her. And since she's passed I don't do the same to check in on grandpa, so I've been feeling that a bit.

Speaker 1:

And she's there. Well then, the two of you can be partners, right. And when you can't be there, she can and and that's just really nice to know. Thank you, yeah.

Speaker 5:

Well, since you say that Seb's our podcast partner and shows up every time, does he have any?

Speaker 1:

uh, pearls for us. Okay, as soon as I ask him this, he's like you guys need to get louder. And I'm like, well, you don't want us to be louder, like you don't want us to yell, and he's like, no, you need to be louder, like um, and so, um, like he's showing me. He immediately, like, puts a megaphone to uh, like your lips, um, and shows me like getting louder, and so maybe there's something there that we need to do to get a little bit louder with our voice or our messages, that's. He's like bullshit, he's absolutely calling you on that. Scared would be a better thing, or nervous right like that nervous energy would be more nervous to be louder

Speaker 1:

yeah, exactly, um. But uh, he, he says um, he, he says mean we're in so many ways on the right track and I don't understand. So the picture that I'm being shown is like coming home, and I'm like what do you mean? We're coming home, and he's like, well, like like this is the year that you'll, like you're coming home, like where you've, where you've always meant to be, you will be. That's how he makes me feel. It feels like it's like everything's coming home to roost or whatever, like maybe all the things that we've been putting out there, uh, come back in ways that are maybe a little bit unexpected but it was always meant to be that way all along.

Speaker 5:

I like that because the tenderness too is my sister's going to be listing the home that they had bought together, so the home that Seb was in.

Speaker 1:

Yeah, because they built a new home. Yes, they have, they're ready to move there and they need a lot more space to move there and they need a lot more space.

Speaker 5:

They do this especially with the new babe coming, although letting go of this sweet home that held them through his illness and I remember us all gathering there for the last time before he said goodbye to his house and went to hospice like. So I think letting go of that home will be a big thing for my sister and for all of us. Uh, so we'll transition through that.

Speaker 1:

He shows excitement yeah, oh, he's not even looking back. Yeah, Like he's, like he's ecstatic. Like there's new memories and he's like okay, I don't even actually know this, I'm just going to say it Like I don't know, but I'm assuming. Well, I'm assuming, I feel like your sister's putting a pool in her new house.

Speaker 1:

Yes, she is so he's showing me jumping off of oh god, I'm gonna say this out loud and then your kids are gonna go and do it showing me jumping off of a deck into the pool and it's like dangerous, and he's like woohoo, like it's just like you know no, uncle seb, it's only a five foot deep pool and michelle and I were life okay, so don't do thatards.

Speaker 1:

Okay so don't do that. Yeah, cassie's family don't do that. But he's showing like, well, yes, and it's kind of like throw your inhibitions to the wind, so to speak, and just like dive in. I guess that's maybe the metaphor just dive in. Make happy memories because it feels like this is a very happy home. Make happy memories because it feels like this is a very happy home. And so it's going from one happy home to another and that's amazing.

Speaker 5:

And it's the human form that makes the grief of the letting go of the yeah and who isn't ready for a little bit of change? Right.

Speaker 1:

Yeah, absolutely. You know it's time for things to shift, it's time for things to change. Everything has its time in the sun.

Speaker 5:

So does. He's saying a coming home, and you keep gesturing to your heart for that. So coming home to ourselves, but is this actually a coming home to a new property for us? You know, we've been looking for something different. Oh, that's a totally separate thing.

Speaker 1:

So that's. This is what I was speaking of. He was saying in the career sector, um, in terms of, like, finding yourself exactly where you were always meant to be. So when I ask about your home, your personal home, be patient, he says. And so I feel like, maybe, like you would love for this to happen tomorrow, all he says to me is that this is in the works, but this is absolutely space to roam.

Speaker 1:

Um and so, like, not um, you don't like, um, lend your neighbor a cup of sugar hanging your head out the window. You'd have to walk to do that. So, um, space and flat, like, not um, like, uh, like you could build a skating rink on it in the winter time. That's wicked cool. Like he's like, there's lots of flat space too, which is really beautiful, oh my gosh. Um and like, um, I don't know what this piece of equipment is, but I'm gonna say, like a walk down, um, uh, like I don't know, I don't know the right words. Um, I wish again, like, when I see pictures, I'm always grasping for my words, but in my little garden, in my backyard, um, my beds are small that I stay on the outside of the beds and then like, get on my hands and knees and kneel in and and I can reach everything that I need to reach as I move myself along. Okay, you're going to be walking through your garden, so you're going to have little pathways in your garden where you don't like. They're not garden boxes.

Speaker 5:

I want my garden to be an experience.

Speaker 1:

Michelle, you walk through it's pretty big um and um, beanstalks that go up into archways oh my gosh, actually was just watching videos this yesterday.

Speaker 5:

I'm like, can I do this on my point one of an acre if I'm so I'll be attempting it in our tiny yard this year. Those you're gonna do an archway vertical growing, yeah, just to get more out of the small space I have.

Speaker 5:

But you can do it on a big scale where you're walking through vertical gardens as well as, like Michelle, I dream of walking on land, taking care of the land, the dog running, having vegetables more than I need but can share and preserve, and to have a flower part of the garden and a medicinal herbs and grow my medicines there too. You see it, don't you?

Speaker 1:

I do, I can, as you're saying, that I'm like that's exactly what he's showing me it's exactly what he's showing me. Hang on to that. Don't you lose that dream for an instant, and patience, it will come.

Speaker 5:

It will come, yeah, it come.

Speaker 1:

It's like things are just getting worked out or like something else has to complete, and I don't feel like it's even for you, I feel like it's for somebody else. Yeah, so I feel like you're ready to go and jump when the situation, when the right occurrence shows itself.

Speaker 5:

The property's not ready yet.

Speaker 1:

But I feel like somebody else has things to complete before they can say okay, here we go. Thank you, yeah, You're so welcome.

Speaker 5:

Tara. Thank you, sebi. Yeah, thanks.

Speaker 1:

Seb, Thank you so much for tuning in today. We all have the ability to connect with energy that is not in physical form. You are so intuitive and your ability to connect with something that you were born with. The most important way to begin is to ask with gratitude for them to show you a sign that they will be with you, and it's a sign that you'll be looking for and that you will not dismiss when it shows up. Sometimes signs can look just slightly different or come in a slightly different way than you imagined. Let go of your expectations and trust and trust, Trust, ask, communicate and believe that you are surrounded by their love and support like 24-7, 365 days a year. It is unconditional, all-encompassing, loving energy, and know that you are so deserving of that. Thank you so much for being with us today. Until next time, only love and light to you and only love and light from you.

Speaker 1:

We would love for you to join us on our podcast page on Instagram at walktogetherfiercely. Here we can chat, have community, ask questions and lots of other extra information that you might not get on our podcast. For more information about us, you can find Dr Tara on Instagram at Dr Tara Drummond For more information about me, Michelle. You can find me on Instagram at Michelle Morrison Medium. All other information about me is on my website, TheBalancedSoulcom. This podcast is recorded by Michelle and Tara and is edited and arranged by Sammy Lucan. Thank you.